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Hey guys welcome to the making of "Sorry 
to Future Me"

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My debut EP

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When I first started coming up with the idea 
of an EP, I knew I wanted to tell a story

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Almost all of the songs on the EP are just 
songs I never even planned on showing anyone 
until now

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To be honest as a songwriter, writing songs 
in your bedroom at 3 am

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is something that's very vulnerable and something 
very special to me because its songs that 
I don't necessarily plan on releasing

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I remember I would invite friends over and 
I would play it for them or over facetime 
since we were in quarantine

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... I remember all of my friends being like 
"you have to release them, you have to do 
it"

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So basically that was kinda how it came to 
be

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Part One: "haven't really met him yet"

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Originally this song was completely different, 
i wrote this song back in 2020

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in my room with my guitar. This one was rewritten 
so many times.

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When I tell you, I literally finished this 
song a week ago I mean it.

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The reason why this one took the longest 
was because

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I just wanted to get it right, it was the 
first song of the EP and its the one that 
sets the tone of the rest...

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...and introduces the characters and the 
story between these two people .

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The opening line of the song says:

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"It all began on one night, when I had stayed 
out late, a fish in a sea of wrong guys"

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"While drinking away, and yelling that we've 
only got one life"

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"What the hell was I doing?"

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So basically the song is about being in a 
party, feeling out of place, feeling socially 
akward...

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... while looking at your phone, trying to 
ignoring what's going on around you..

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...and then meeting a guy...

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... but instead of meeting him at the party..

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... you meet a guy online

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This song is about not necessary falling 
for someone in the normal way

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I thinks its cool to see that play out in 
the video. We shot it a few days ago (August 
2021)...

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We cast a bunch of amazing actors who were 
willing to help us out and we created a big 
party scene.

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We also wanted to show, this guy who is always 
chasing you, but deep down...

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... for some reason I am the kind of person 
who likes to chase the impossible and go 
after what I can't have..

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... and in this case it's the guy on the 
screen except the guy standing in front of 
me...

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...and I think its cool to show it in the 
video as well.

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There was this really very fun scene that 
we got to do which is with all the girls 
wearing pajamas and having sleepover

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one of my insipirations for that scene was 
"West Side Story"

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I did that show and one of my favorite songs 
was "I feel pretty"

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Because Maria is feeling on top of the world, 
falling in love...

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...and its what I want to recreate, that 
feeling of "Oh my God, guys, I am in love"

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And telling to your friends about this complicated 
situation and trying to make them understand 
the way that you are feeling...

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... in this fun little dance. It was actually 
blocked and choreographed by my mom.

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- He's not real

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- No, no, he is, like, like, I know him

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- Oh, so you've physically seen him in person?

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- Well no... but I mean, I've talked to him 
before, it's not like...

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- And he's talked back to you?

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And that was basically "haven't really met 
him yet"

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It was a really fun video and it when I meet 
Mason in Brookyn

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"So in conclusion"

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"I think I've fallen"

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"For someone who doesn't even know it"

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"Call me crazy, I admit"

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"I haven't really met him yet"

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Yeah, awesome, thank you so much... oops, 
you're fine, it... it survived...

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...it didn't survive, it's acutally broken 
now, but...